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Change.

Okay. Hi again.

This will be simply ridiculous because im about to tell a character that i have and its very very stupid lame pathetic like no one will like me. Ever ! *like who does this thing ahahaahaahahaa k.

But i will tell you how to overcome this character. Its like how can you deal with this behavior.

So, the character that i have is L to the A to the Z to the Y. L A Z Y.

"Yep i hereby announce that im a lazy bump / lazy ass /  etc."
Okay im done with the announcement. So how to overcome ? How to deal with this damn son ? :P
As for me, what ive done during these few months before getting into university or college is hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm okay i dont know how to tell it.
Okay heres an example.
Im not that kind who loves to study. Hihi lame. But i do know that i have to study. Because of your future. Because its important. Because you want to be educated. Because you have to *simple*. So what i did and currently doing is ive set time to study. Like for about 2 ho…

Future.

ASSALAM AND HI EVERYONE ! 
Yasss its been along time since my last post. Hikhik. Okay so let me tell you a story. 
So for the last five years of studying more likely for the last 17 years of studying *haha ive been doing well i guess*, i did show some good results or CHANGE.  Eventhough my SPM results didnt reflect of how well ive studied back then. Lol maybe it did reflect a bit. Well come on IT WAS SPM i can say that ive studied for those papers, not for Allah. IM NOT MAKING AN EXCUSE OR SAYING THAT ;
"If i studied for Allah, it could have been better."
No ! It was my fault for not studying very well. And yeah when i thought of it again it was pretty PATHETIC. 
OKAY SO MOVE ON PEOPLE !
So, talking about the title for this post. Hmmmmmm.
You know what ? When it comes to find scholarships or sponsorships or a place to continue your studies after SPM, i can say that its generally based on your results, your efforts of finding and applying that stuffs.Yep its true. Cant deny t…

Scared.

Assalam peeps. So what's all about the title ? Okay SPM results will be on 20th March. It's so damn scary. Please make dua for all of us. In sha Allah, 1617 A+ :)

Life .

You see , in life , there are ups and downs . Not all people always succeed at the first place but we hear many successful people comes from a life which is very difficult and hard . But what did they do ? They actually tried hard and worked until their last breath . So today and right now , i'm kinda sad because of something . Now i know to achieve success it's not an easy work . You really have to make sacrifices , be serious in everything you do , i learnt my lesson today . And i've been feeling this . I really hate this type of feeling which is comfortable . Because i don't want to be lost in the world , i want to have Allah beside me . Now i know that we should not just say , we should do . The biggest mistake that i've ever made is doing nothing of what i've had planned . Wassalam .

Alhamdulillah .

Alhamdulillah i'm through with SPM .It went well . And i'm back from umrah . It was fun and very calming . I'm grateful Allah had given me the chance to go there . I'm trying to make some changes . Hoping and trying to be istiqamah in every ibadah that i do .


Hmmm so some of my friends got interviews . Yeah hmm so jealous of them , i feel like crying and yes i did . Now it's very clear to me that the examinations you take is very important . Yes i do regret .


Now , i'm surfing the internet maybe i could find luck .
Ya Allah please help me and my friends .
Ya Allah please simplify all things for me and my friends .
Ameen ya rabbal a'lamin .





Freedom .

Assalam .
Well , how's SPM ?
Alhamdulillah it went well .
In sha Allah , He'll be taking the rest .

So , how's life ?
Alhamdulillah , going on as usual .

And how are you ?
Hmmm .
There are ups and downs .
But still , i'm moving on strong .

I wanted something .
Just a little favor .
But maybe not now .
Maybe after this .

Allah , please help me .
Ameen .

Hear Me.

Assalam peeps . Well how's PRU? I didn't really celebrate PRU because i'm just 17 . So today it had been a very absolute-enthusiastic-striving-for-success day because i've been imagining things when i'm in future . You know , when i watch English movies it always had flicked me out of a sudden like '  i wanna be like her '  , ' oh , isn't it great to have him ? ' , ' gahh , i'm jealous of her love life ' . It always had been like that . So what i conclude from that is if you want to be like them , or having a life like them , you should be striving for success . I mean you should be working hard to get all of it . You couldn't give up , right ? There's still life for you . Oh Allah , may You always be beside us . Ameen .

Put :)